A lifetime of panic
The sharpest edge of pain
How fragile are the boundaries between us and the insane?
What used to be the obvious
Has now become for me the hardest thing in life
Keep pushing further
For how much longer?
Triggers cut like razor blades
Sending chills straight to my brain
That sick familiar feeling
That I came to know so well
So you see I've never lived the life of a simple man
Your life which isn't drenched in fear
Everyday I'm haunted
Every f**ing single hour of my life
Too mauled to feel your sanctity
These blessings are just like christening the damned
I must push forward
Keep going onward
Believe me there are certain things you wouldn't want to know
The doors that you open will remain forever
I am in Hell
It's now almost over
For all those f**ing years I spent in misery
Please wash away these demons from my mind
This is the one last time you owe it all to me
Keep pushing further
For how much longer?