So tell me is this the price that I pay?
Defiling everything only to waste away?
f** you, tie the rope with your own two hands
Kick the chair, without a care indulge and f**ing stare
I wish you could burn, you know it's your turn
For once let me speak my mind
I've been waking up
So don't tell me everything is gonna be all right
You are all f**ing betrayers
Till the test of time
You're a god damn betrayer
I'm Taking this down, to the core of the earth leaving no trace I even existed
I'll will carve my feeble words in this tomb
To leave a mark and hang my heart
So why did you leave a trail of complete destruction?
Until I rip this flesh from bone
My misery will still be shown
It will all still be shown
Drag me down to hell
My secrets
They're leaking
It's slipping through my hands
I'm praying to a god I never trusted
Looking for a way I can recover
So take my pain, take all that I was
And the memories that I own
And I'm begging to wonder
If this is what I've always been
Just a fragment of beauty in
Such a manic lucid dream
I'm trapped within manic walls
Painting
And sharing
A portrait of woe