Like Royals - Within Manic Walls lyrics

So tell me is this the price that I pay? Defiling everything only to waste away? f** you, tie the rope with your own two hands Kick the chair, without a care indulge and f**ing stare I wish you could burn, you know it's your turn For once let me speak my mind I've been waking up So don't tell me everything is gonna be all right You are all f**ing betrayers Till the test of time You're a god damn betrayer I'm Taking this down, to the core of the earth leaving no trace I even existed I'll will carve my feeble words in this tomb To leave a mark and hang my heart So why did you leave a trail of complete destruction? Until I rip this flesh from bone My misery will still be shown It will all still be shown Drag me down to hell My secrets They're leaking It's slipping through my hands I'm praying to a god I never trusted Looking for a way I can recover So take my pain, take all that I was And the memories that I own And I'm begging to wonder If this is what I've always been Just a fragment of beauty in Such a manic lucid dream I'm trapped within manic walls Painting And sharing A portrait of woe