I've got a family to love and a future to hold
I've got a purpose to fill that I can't let go
No matter how many lives I shape
No matter how many flags I wave
Something is off inside of me
It's paralyzing my security
I didn't know
That my heart beats fast
That my lungs won't last
That my mind hides these thoughts of anxiety
I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story
I didn't know
That my heart beats fast
That my lungs won't last
That my mind hides these thoughts of anxiety
I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story
What's there left to lose when I'm drowning
What's there left to show
When my life's on hold
If I'm built for more
Why's the room's so cold
What's there left to show
When my life's on hold
Am I built for more?
Am I built for more?
I've been fueling my own war
Resentment displayed on the empty floor
Am I built for more?
It's driving it's tearing up the soul in me
What I swore to believe
What I swore to believe
I should of known
That my heart beats fast
Now my lungs won't last
Now my mind clings to thoughts of anxiety
I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story
I should have known
That my heart beats fast
Now my lungs won't last
Now my mind clings to thoughts of anxiety
I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story
What's there left to lose when I'm drowning?
Sleeping with chains, but they won't bury me
With my hands held high, so high
Sleeping with chains, but they won't bury me
With my head held high I will fight to stay alive
Sleeping with chains, sleeping with chains
Sleeping with chains but they bury me
I'm well aware
That my heart beats fast
Now my lungs won't last
That I'll always have thoughts of anxiety
I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story
I'll always know
That my heart beats fast (Beat fast)
That my lungs won't last (Won't last)
What's there left to lose
I'm done drowning