Like Monroe - Prison Flood lyrics

I've got a family to love and a future to hold I've got a purpose to fill that I can't let go No matter how many lives I shape No matter how many flags I wave Something is off inside of me It's paralyzing my security I didn't know That my heart beats fast That my lungs won't last That my mind hides these thoughts of anxiety I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story I didn't know That my heart beats fast That my lungs won't last That my mind hides these thoughts of anxiety I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story What's there left to lose when I'm drowning What's there left to show When my life's on hold If I'm built for more Why's the room's so cold What's there left to show When my life's on hold Am I built for more? Am I built for more? I've been fueling my own war Resentment displayed on the empty floor Am I built for more? It's driving it's tearing up the soul in me What I swore to believe What I swore to believe I should of known That my heart beats fast Now my lungs won't last Now my mind clings to thoughts of anxiety I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story I should have known That my heart beats fast Now my lungs won't last Now my mind clings to thoughts of anxiety I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story What's there left to lose when I'm drowning? Sleeping with chains, but they won't bury me With my hands held high, so high Sleeping with chains, but they won't bury me With my head held high I will fight to stay alive Sleeping with chains, sleeping with chains Sleeping with chains but they bury me I'm well aware That my heart beats fast Now my lungs won't last That I'll always have thoughts of anxiety I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story I'll always know That my heart beats fast (Beat fast) That my lungs won't last (Won't last) What's there left to lose I'm done drowning