i drink too much
because I'm f**ing miserable
a short-lived situation
drawn out to over a year
nothing to look forward to at home
just fighting and accusations
I feel I have nowhere to go
so I travel inside my head
a year of anger and sorrow
a year of pain and misery
I yearn for peace and silence
but only hear screams
my heart yearns for freedom
but you just pull me down
and so I sit here in misery
that never seems to end
dreading wakefulness
just living in misery