Licrest - Misery lyrics

i drink too much because I'm f**ing miserable a short-lived situation drawn out to over a year nothing to look forward to at home just fighting and accusations I feel I have nowhere to go so I travel inside my head a year of anger and sorrow a year of pain and misery I yearn for peace and silence but only hear screams my heart yearns for freedom but you just pull me down and so I sit here in misery that never seems to end dreading wakefulness just living in misery