[Intro]
It's crazy when you look back on things after they happen
Makes you wonder if you could've done things different
If you would've done things different
[Verse 1]
I swear this life is crazy right
Bad b**hes and bad decisions what made me write
I told my momma im gonna be working late tonight
Servin these n***as this food for thought and watch em take a bite
I might get left where I'm standing by tryna make sh** right
Thinkin of all the things to forget before I take the light
Take a flight to somewhere we don't care
Man this life just too damn short to be unfair
A dope fiend
I don't dream
Cuz these days I don't sleep
My whole team
Never satisfied we want the whole thing
n***as getting shallow with they flows so they don't stream
The last time I ever felt this fresh was 20-14
It's hard to find people that believe in you
That's why the only plan c was to see it through
That's why the only plan b was to be the truth
And plan A's a combination of the previous 2
Man where was y'all when I need you?
No I can't tell at all what it mean to you
8 balls give me answers that I'll shake off
Rebel with a great cause told you man I hate laws
Mankind suffer cuz a couple wanna play God
Stand up or go down swinging as if I'm A Rod
Chain just blinging so vibrant I took the day off
Prayin that time that we never spent will finally pay off
[Bridge]
You know where to find me when the day's lost
You know where to find me when the days lost
Some how some way imma take off
I been here out all day, tryna be there for you
[Chorus]
I remember when
We never really had to worry bout it then
Had to hurry bright and early got not time to spend
Got me feeling so nostalgic when it f**in end
Like damn
I remember when
We never used to talk about it that was then
That was before I said it all with a couple pens
And pulled off drop top with a couple friends
Damn, I guess I'll see you when the summer ends
I can hear the drinks talkin on the other end
Man, I guess I'll see you when the summer ends
The only time I really start to feel the love again
[Verse 2]
Guess I'm back to my simple ways
Back to beginner stage
Hard to react when I touch you cuz I been away
But I ain't never went a astray
So I ain't throwin sh** away
I wish we could, relive, all of those feelings, start to heal and forgive
I promise you this sh** gon mean way more than it did
I never had a problem clearing things off my plate
My only problem was I wasn't finished being a kid
I guess it is what it is
But f** it this impression I been trying to give
Been sunk in this depression I been tryin to swim
Truth is all this time I've been dying to live
Exhale my troubles watch em fly in the wind
I wouldn't be the first to try to lie in the den
I already lost my soul
But I never lost hope there were days thought I never would find it again
[Bridge]