LexTheRadical - NOSTALGIA. lyrics

[Intro] It's crazy when you look back on things after they happen Makes you wonder if you could've done things different If you would've done things different [Verse 1] I swear this life is crazy right Bad b**hes and bad decisions what made me write I told my momma im gonna be working late tonight Servin these n***as this food for thought and watch em take a bite I might get left where I'm standing by tryna make sh** right Thinkin of all the things to forget before I take the light Take a flight to somewhere we don't care Man this life just too damn short to be unfair A dope fiend I don't dream Cuz these days I don't sleep My whole team Never satisfied we want the whole thing n***as getting shallow with they flows so they don't stream The last time I ever felt this fresh was 20-14 It's hard to find people that believe in you That's why the only plan c was to see it through That's why the only plan b was to be the truth And plan A's a combination of the previous 2 Man where was y'all when I need you? No I can't tell at all what it mean to you 8 balls give me answers that I'll shake off Rebel with a great cause told you man I hate laws Mankind suffer cuz a couple wanna play God Stand up or go down swinging as if I'm A Rod Chain just blinging so vibrant I took the day off Prayin that time that we never spent will finally pay off [Bridge] You know where to find me when the day's lost You know where to find me when the days lost Some how some way imma take off I been here out all day, tryna be there for you [Chorus] I remember when We never really had to worry bout it then Had to hurry bright and early got not time to spend Got me feeling so nostalgic when it f**in end Like damn I remember when We never used to talk about it that was then That was before I said it all with a couple pens And pulled off drop top with a couple friends Damn, I guess I'll see you when the summer ends I can hear the drinks talkin on the other end Man, I guess I'll see you when the summer ends The only time I really start to feel the love again [Verse 2] Guess I'm back to my simple ways Back to beginner stage Hard to react when I touch you cuz I been away But I ain't never went a astray So I ain't throwin sh** away I wish we could, relive, all of those feelings, start to heal and forgive I promise you this sh** gon mean way more than it did I never had a problem clearing things off my plate My only problem was I wasn't finished being a kid I guess it is what it is But f** it this impression I been trying to give Been sunk in this depression I been tryin to swim Truth is all this time I've been dying to live Exhale my troubles watch em fly in the wind I wouldn't be the first to try to lie in the den I already lost my soul But I never lost hope there were days thought I never would find it again [Bridge]