“Kyle and Matthew's Room” still hanging on the door
Crying, still banging on the door
He was born
When I was age four
If anything I never thought
It would be he was not
To age more
Than fifteen years, thought I really made sure
To protect him, my self-narrative has got a page tore
Out the middle
He was little
All his life in our eyes
Not in his, not in ours
When we saw him wage war
Should have seen me when I found out it was already stage four
Yeah
You should have seen me when I found out it was already stage four
It was front page stor-
Y of my life major
I'm not worried about my decade and a half with him
Or my first few years on Earth
But nowadays my first twenty years
Are just a chapter and then
We know the seconds going to have to begin
But I'm so Goddamn tired
From
The alarm
That should be going (Beep, beep, beep)
Call my mom
Cause I done had enough of the roosters on the farm
But still I'm hearing (Beep, beep, beep)
It's a bomb
What is it not going off for?
Nobody's waking up for soph*more
Year
And I'm so Goddamn tired
Here
I'm so Goddamn tired
I'm so God-
Man my best friend judged me when I left my school
f** this sh** (Beep beep, beep beep)
Sitting at my intake being taught the rules
f** this sh**
I'm thinking about my brother's Make-a-Wish Trip
My mother lost her dad, he was such a j**el
f** this sh** (Beep beep, beep beep)
Yeah. I said my mother lost her son in a world that's cruel
f** this sh**
I'm thinking about the wells I wish I wished him
From
The alarm
That should be going (Beep beep beep beep, beep beep beep beep)
And my mom
Cause I done had enough of the roosters on the farm
But still I'm hearing ((Beep beep beep beep, beep beep beep beep)
It's a bomb
What is it not going off for?
Nobody's waking up for soph*more
Year
Should have seen me when I found out it was
It was already stage four
(Alarm goes off until interrupted)