Levitating Man - Kyle and Matthew's Room lyrics

“Kyle and Matthew's Room” still hanging on the door Crying, still banging on the door He was born When I was age four If anything I never thought It would be he was not To age more Than fifteen years, thought I really made sure To protect him, my self-narrative has got a page tore Out the middle He was little All his life in our eyes Not in his, not in ours When we saw him wage war Should have seen me when I found out it was already stage four Yeah You should have seen me when I found out it was already stage four It was front page stor- Y of my life major I'm not worried about my decade and a half with him Or my first few years on Earth But nowadays my first twenty years Are just a chapter and then We know the seconds going to have to begin But I'm so Goddamn tired From The alarm That should be going (Beep, beep, beep) Call my mom Cause I done had enough of the roosters on the farm But still I'm hearing (Beep, beep, beep) It's a bomb What is it not going off for? Nobody's waking up for soph*more Year And I'm so Goddamn tired Here I'm so Goddamn tired I'm so God- Man my best friend judged me when I left my school f** this sh** (Beep beep, beep beep) Sitting at my intake being taught the rules f** this sh** I'm thinking about my brother's Make-a-Wish Trip My mother lost her dad, he was such a j**el f** this sh** (Beep beep, beep beep) Yeah. I said my mother lost her son in a world that's cruel f** this sh** I'm thinking about the wells I wish I wished him From The alarm That should be going (Beep beep beep beep, beep beep beep beep) And my mom Cause I done had enough of the roosters on the farm But still I'm hearing ((Beep beep beep beep, beep beep beep beep) It's a bomb What is it not going off for? Nobody's waking up for soph*more Year Should have seen me when I found out it was It was already stage four (Alarm goes off until interrupted)