[Produced by Eko Beatz]
[Verse One: Tha Clip]
Lately I've felt I can't control my mind
Constant thoughts of d**h and the afterlife
Terrified of what it's gonna be like
Terrorized when emotions arrive
Don't know if it's hormones or growing up
Either way all these who*es got my throwin up
I'm happy on the normal but when I'm un-
Der a lot of stress I confess like next to a judge
Why do I exist just to die in the end?
I'm supposed to live for God but I don't understand
Just go off when I'm told, but I need a friend
A friend to help me see the truth, clear my head
Cause when I'm dead I don't wanna be buried inside a cemetary
Oh good Lord and Mother Mary
Just give me an understanding
I wanna leave earth with a purpose
Don't want my life to be worthless
Hopin this rap thing is workin
[Hook: Tha Clip]
I'm feeling lonely too
I don't know what to do
I'm overthinking
Time's still be ticking
I don't wanna die, it's too early to
[Verse Two: Tha Clip]
Dear Lord can you hear me pourin my soul?
I just wanna let you know
I'm looking for a home
Tired of everything lately that's on my dome
Why do people hate me? I'm on my own
I wanna go back to livin with all my friends
Seems the only friends I have is PSM
Know other n***as but they ain't really homies
Real homies would help me when I'm feeling lonely
Real homies would help me whenever I need it
Happy when joy is depleted
Sadly most people don't mean it
Rappin is all I can speak when
I know life has its ups and downs
I can't help them both when others aren't around
I ain't saying I'm depressed, I'm a fairly happy child
But if I don't vent, then these demons will surely surround
How you feel about
What I'm feelin now?
Isaah's different from Tha Clip that you think about
I sing aloud
[hook]
Sorry for having to turn down
It was necessary
Now it's time to turn up
Now back to PSM Takeover