[Produced by Eko Beatz] [Verse One: Tha Clip] Lately I've felt I can't control my mind Constant thoughts of d**h and the afterlife Terrified of what it's gonna be like Terrorized when emotions arrive Don't know if it's hormones or growing up Either way all these who*es got my throwin up I'm happy on the normal but when I'm un- Der a lot of stress I confess like next to a judge Why do I exist just to die in the end? I'm supposed to live for God but I don't understand Just go off when I'm told, but I need a friend A friend to help me see the truth, clear my head Cause when I'm dead I don't wanna be buried inside a cemetary Oh good Lord and Mother Mary Just give me an understanding I wanna leave earth with a purpose Don't want my life to be worthless Hopin this rap thing is workin [Hook: Tha Clip] I'm feeling lonely too I don't know what to do I'm overthinking Time's still be ticking I don't wanna die, it's too early to [Verse Two: Tha Clip] Dear Lord can you hear me pourin my soul? I just wanna let you know I'm looking for a home Tired of everything lately that's on my dome Why do people hate me? I'm on my own I wanna go back to livin with all my friends Seems the only friends I have is PSM Know other n***as but they ain't really homies Real homies would help me when I'm feeling lonely Real homies would help me whenever I need it Happy when joy is depleted Sadly most people don't mean it Rappin is all I can speak when I know life has its ups and downs I can't help them both when others aren't around I ain't saying I'm depressed, I'm a fairly happy child But if I don't vent, then these demons will surely surround How you feel about What I'm feelin now? Isaah's different from Tha Clip that you think about I sing aloud [hook] Sorry for having to turn down It was necessary Now it's time to turn up Now back to PSM Takeover