Trying to peel away the layers
trying to figure this out
is this what you wanted
or are you afraid?
What does wisdom look like and how do I be wise?
I'm grieving a loss but I'm not sure I know how (to do this)
are you afraid of this, and how do you feel now
I sincerely hope you're well
I open my eyes
I see the first rays of light
I close them again
Lord, teach me to be patient
Lord, shepherd me from all sin and Lord, guide me swiftly to her whoever or wherever she is
Don't give up on me
bring your encouragement swiftly to me please
help me to live in your friendship and let the love of my life be
the process of coming and seeking and serving and listening and following and loving You
God help me not to be lustful
God help me not to be prideful
and let me not depend on others, and take my eyes off of myself
And teach me again to be okay alone
and take my eyes off of myself
Lord, teach me to be patient
Lord, shepherd me from all sin and Lord, guide me swiftly to her whoever or wherever she is
Don't give up on me bring your encouragement swiftly to me please
and forgive me for trying to heal without You
I open my eyes
I see the first rays of light
I close them again
Lord teach me to be patient
Lord shepherd me from all sin
and Lord guide me swiftly to her, whoever wherever she is
God help me not to be prideful, help me to forgive.