so many have penetrated this body
how can you say i’m not easy?
sure my social sk** set is shoddy
so is your personality
and i’m just sick enough to keep writing this song
and you’re just thick enough to clap your hands and sing along
well i wish i may, i wish i might
rule the world one day as uncle auntie-socialite
'cuz i don’t believe in heroes, but i believe in friends
and i believe that optimism without cynicism is a sin
just let yourself have one quote-unquote bad day
i dare you to have a feeling, they’ll have you someday anyway
and what’s so wrong with feminine boys?
sorry for the euphemism
there’s a fun valley girl in this sad texas boy
and we don’t need your s**orcism
i’m an indoor person and you can s** it
my idea of the great outdoors is a nice big patio
or a cigarette on a fire escape
an air-conditioned road-trip down a well-paved interstate
and i throw words like "love" and "hate"
around like confetti, then i watch them dissipate
and i’m almost comfortable in my own skin
i’ve walked around in it for years without fitting in
i shouldn’t have to suntan or highlight my hair
in order to feel beautiful, if i don’t really care
i’m always going all the way down, but i always find my way back up
i tend to choke on dicks and emotions, drink placebo potions, cry rivers and oceans
and i can sing my own damn lullaby
and if you want a happy song, then you can write your own
i love me, i hate me, i need to escape me
but more importantly i need for you to leave me the f** alone
and thanks to those who loved me when i could not love myself
who embraced the raincloud above me
and dragged us both down off the shelf
i never dreamed that i would stay this long