[Hook]
I don't know why I thought I could do this for so long
I don't know why I thought I could do this for so long
Should I stay, I should find my home, it's been so long
Should I stay, I should find my home, it's been so long
[Verse 1]
Home alone so I moan bored in a small town
Call and tell you I'll be gone for a while
Moving away on a creative basis
Aiming for greatness, girl please have some patience
Crying so hard that the tears disappear
You'll leave me alone like a grape to a raisin
Numbing the pain, got my face in a basin
Numbing the pain, a filter and papers
I have something to say while my eyes look Asian
I'm sorry to leave now, but you're still amazing
Don't shake; this is only a smile and a wave
We embrace, I engrave the past on the graves
Our whole generation, we all want the fame
But my heart is so hollow I ripped out my veins
Part of myself, like the name itself
The final sentence, and the end of the cadence
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Tears of a clown, this is beautiful
Born sinner now, how musical
Concocting philosophies on porches
Unfocused on lessons, nostalgic moments
Escape from the city I can take you with me
I heard that you miss me. Please listen to me
Fantasy of the kid with a lisp
All he truly wants is some cannabis and a kiss
Pa**ive in the cla** he needs to be emancipated
Trapped then collapsed inhaling rancid vapors
It changed my mind James, I'm a cured patient
Look I know at times I'm quite abrasive
A complacent, creative, lazy, elusive
Take you to new places
Still the vacant kid in the basement
Erasing all the inner hatred
Thoughts are unprotected, innocent naked
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
Soulful poet, emotive plosives
Taking it back to the soul like Otis
Chilling with some weed, a few beers and a cigarette
As our life squeezes through the pipette
The parents, lecture, pester us
We're just menaces stressed and bless
Sessions to reminisce, restless kids
Reckless, selfish, endless sins
Sick sk**s, thrill pills, riddles too
Cynical motives and hopes of gold
A Yoko Ono so awesome also
Sense of heaven like Crombie cologne
Fresh like the kid with a polo flow
We can make tonight the greatest story ever told
At the altar as I alter the game
This song is a fossil, a new apostle
[Hook]
[Outro]
I should find my home, it's been so long
And you won't stay if you see me fall