[Hook] I don't know why I thought I could do this for so long I don't know why I thought I could do this for so long Should I stay, I should find my home, it's been so long Should I stay, I should find my home, it's been so long [Verse 1] Home alone so I moan bored in a small town Call and tell you I'll be gone for a while Moving away on a creative basis Aiming for greatness, girl please have some patience Crying so hard that the tears disappear You'll leave me alone like a grape to a raisin Numbing the pain, got my face in a basin Numbing the pain, a filter and papers I have something to say while my eyes look Asian I'm sorry to leave now, but you're still amazing Don't shake; this is only a smile and a wave We embrace, I engrave the past on the graves Our whole generation, we all want the fame But my heart is so hollow I ripped out my veins Part of myself, like the name itself The final sentence, and the end of the cadence [Hook] [Verse 2] Tears of a clown, this is beautiful Born sinner now, how musical Concocting philosophies on porches Unfocused on lessons, nostalgic moments Escape from the city I can take you with me I heard that you miss me. Please listen to me Fantasy of the kid with a lisp All he truly wants is some cannabis and a kiss Pa**ive in the cla** he needs to be emancipated Trapped then collapsed inhaling rancid vapors It changed my mind James, I'm a cured patient Look I know at times I'm quite abrasive A complacent, creative, lazy, elusive Take you to new places Still the vacant kid in the basement Erasing all the inner hatred Thoughts are unprotected, innocent naked [Hook] [Verse 3] Soulful poet, emotive plosives Taking it back to the soul like Otis Chilling with some weed, a few beers and a cigarette As our life squeezes through the pipette The parents, lecture, pester us We're just menaces stressed and bless Sessions to reminisce, restless kids Reckless, selfish, endless sins Sick sk**s, thrill pills, riddles too Cynical motives and hopes of gold A Yoko Ono so awesome also Sense of heaven like Crombie cologne Fresh like the kid with a polo flow We can make tonight the greatest story ever told At the altar as I alter the game This song is a fossil, a new apostle [Hook] [Outro] I should find my home, it's been so long And you won't stay if you see me fall