[Intro: J $OUL]
Lord forgive me
Yeah, Amen
[Verse 1: J $OUL]
I write my wrongs, inscribe them in tablet stones
I got no patience for you ignorant maricons
Don't take it literal, far from hitting my pinnacle
For you to judge me not, would just be down right cynical
(f** up) I got my eye on the prize
Feeding the positives, don't wanna get electrified
I often catch myself, just questioning a lie
Like should I believe in science, or the man up in the sky
(f** it) Should I believe at all?
He sent me to voicemail, so I stopped leaving him calls
If somebody took my brother, dawg I see him and it's on
No, I ain't scared to meet him, know he hear it in this song
(Lord forgive me) I'm just writing my wrongs
If he smite me down in this booth
Then at least I know where I'm going
(Gone, gone)
And I repent. Amen
Lord forgive me
[Verse 2: J $OUL]
They say, when you trapped you find your god
I really just found myself, so tell me that I'm a fraud
A product of superstitions, pretentious yes I admit
Who would constitute convictions on crimes they ain't commit?
You tell me you give a f**, well n***a I ain't convinced
Them k**ers is on the bench, they really playing no games
Fingers'll barely flinch, they really steady of aim
We gon have our time to shine cause shooters don't got a name (BDAKKK!)
Amen
I am a sinner, and I will sin--
[Verse 3: J $OUL]
It was that n***a time, you love the murderers too?
So I could shoot, close my eyes, bow my head, pray to you?
Like father forgive me please, I got blood on my hands
I'm praying to you today, in hopes that you would understand
What were my choices? Either that or get bammed
G, I told you that a casket was better than the slam
I ain't asking you for Heaven lord, I'm good where I am
If I see an eye witness, they won't make it to the stand
Damn!
[Outro]
And I will sin again...
You see, Heaven might not be for me
I just wanted to tell you personally
Just in case, you think, I gave up or something...
Thank you. Thank you for your time
AMEN