J-Soul - STONES lyrics

[Intro: J $OUL] Lord forgive me Yeah, Amen [Verse 1: J $OUL] I write my wrongs, inscribe them in tablet stones I got no patience for you ignorant maricons Don't take it literal, far from hitting my pinnacle For you to judge me not, would just be down right cynical (f** up) I got my eye on the prize Feeding the positives, don't wanna get electrified I often catch myself, just questioning a lie Like should I believe in science, or the man up in the sky (f** it) Should I believe at all? He sent me to voicemail, so I stopped leaving him calls If somebody took my brother, dawg I see him and it's on No, I ain't scared to meet him, know he hear it in this song (Lord forgive me) I'm just writing my wrongs If he smite me down in this booth Then at least I know where I'm going (Gone, gone) And I repent. Amen Lord forgive me [Verse 2: J $OUL] They say, when you trapped you find your god I really just found myself, so tell me that I'm a fraud A product of superstitions, pretentious yes I admit Who would constitute convictions on crimes they ain't commit? You tell me you give a f**, well n***a I ain't convinced Them k**ers is on the bench, they really playing no games Fingers'll barely flinch, they really steady of aim We gon have our time to shine cause shooters don't got a name (BDAKKK!) Amen I am a sinner, and I will sin-- [Verse 3: J $OUL] It was that n***a time, you love the murderers too? So I could shoot, close my eyes, bow my head, pray to you? Like father forgive me please, I got blood on my hands I'm praying to you today, in hopes that you would understand What were my choices? Either that or get bammed G, I told you that a casket was better than the slam I ain't asking you for Heaven lord, I'm good where I am If I see an eye witness, they won't make it to the stand Damn! [Outro] And I will sin again... You see, Heaven might not be for me I just wanted to tell you personally Just in case, you think, I gave up or something... Thank you. Thank you for your time AMEN