I feel like I'm becoming
A bu*terfly
Or a golden bee
My smile is like razorblades
When I share
It cuts bloody deep
My body is in the magazines
My face on the tv
My voice on the radio
That's me in my dreams
But when I open my eyes
I'm just a piece of sh**!
A worthless coward
A vapid who*e
A moral-less refugee
Covered in sores
A blithering sea cow
Lost in it's dreams
Nobody likes me, yeah
Nobody likes me at all
Nobody likes me, yeah
wet blue world - it fills me up
I find I'm deep inside
Waves crash and I breathe water
But I haven't died
I won't come up
I won't come up for air
I won't come up
I won't come up for air
... and beneath the waves
I hide my head in darker waters
And nobody sees
... I cut myself
And hope to draw you in
But even sharks pa** by
Please explain
All alone I'm growing colder
Laughter like cancer over my shoulder
Mirrors like hatchets to the world of my face
You know I'm a complete...i'm a complete disgrace
I'm not a manatee
I'm not a manatee
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
... And beneath the sea
I give up and I descend
And I'm finally free
... And in the end
Wet blue world - fills me up
Fills me deep inside
Waves crash and I breathe water
But I haven't died
Never
With furious poison in my heart
Will I return from the darker waters
I let the tide tear me apart
Never
With furious poison in my heart
Will I return from the darker waters
I won't hold my breath and wait for change
I die
It's a suicide
My body swallowed by the deep blue abyss
And into the endless tide
I won't come up
I won't come up
I won't come up for air tonight
I won't come up
I won't come up
I won't come up for air tonight
Cold
And all alone
I held my own
But now I give up