Horse - Manateen lyrics

I feel like I'm becoming A bu*terfly Or a golden bee My smile is like razorblades When I share It cuts bloody deep My body is in the magazines My face on the tv My voice on the radio That's me in my dreams But when I open my eyes I'm just a piece of sh**! A worthless coward A vapid who*e A moral-less refugee Covered in sores A blithering sea cow Lost in it's dreams Nobody likes me, yeah Nobody likes me at all Nobody likes me, yeah wet blue world - it fills me up I find I'm deep inside Waves crash and I breathe water But I haven't died I won't come up I won't come up for air I won't come up I won't come up for air ... and beneath the waves I hide my head in darker waters And nobody sees ... I cut myself And hope to draw you in But even sharks pa** by Please explain All alone I'm growing colder Laughter like cancer over my shoulder Mirrors like hatchets to the world of my face You know I'm a complete...i'm a complete disgrace I'm not a manatee I'm not a manatee Just leave me alone Just leave me alone ... And beneath the sea I give up and I descend And I'm finally free ... And in the end Wet blue world - fills me up Fills me deep inside Waves crash and I breathe water But I haven't died Never With furious poison in my heart Will I return from the darker waters I let the tide tear me apart Never With furious poison in my heart Will I return from the darker waters I won't hold my breath and wait for change I die It's a suicide My body swallowed by the deep blue abyss And into the endless tide I won't come up I won't come up I won't come up for air tonight I won't come up I won't come up I won't come up for air tonight Cold And all alone I held my own But now I give up