Hello, please come in
So what brings you here today
Probably my anger issues
Okay shall we start with where you think is all started
Probably with my childhood that's usually the cause
The house I grew up in wasn't a happy place
My dad was a drunk a complete waste of space
And if I woke him to go to school id get a slap across my face
(Oh right I see) no I don't think you do
Because I had that at home and was being bullied at school
Maybe because every pound we had a spent on my dads booze
Which meant that I couldn't have anything brand new
(Did you not tell your teachers) no one seemed to believe me
They just though I was Wierd and needy
Short for my age with no muscle on me
Yet no one stuck up for me because I was always on my own see
So I've come to therapy
Because now I'm older it just make me angry
So I lose my temper very easily
That's only started happening recently
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Every since the day i was born
Feel like I've been followed by a storm
And I'm constantly rained upon
Just waiting for the day that its gone
(Okay, did you have similar problems with your mother? )
No she loved me like any other
She was kind and sweet
(Was is she deceased)
Unfortunately so, but I will always love her
The only time I was ever happy
Was being home after school and my mum cooking my tea
Cause dad stayed in the pub till at least seven thirty
Though he'd come home from the pub
And end up hurting me
Because when he was drunk he'd just seem to loose it
And I was so small, I just felt useless
Trying to protect my mum when I was down after one hit
So I would hide in my room and listen to music
But one night I ran down stairs even though I'd get battered
Because I heard my mum scream and gla** getting shattered
She was on the floor dead, dad next to her in tatters
The police took him away, and I never heard from him after
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(Thank you, that must have been hard to share)
Yea I guess, just a weight I've had to bare
When I was growing up and being put into care
But with some luck, I made friends there
Though I get down because my mums gone
That's one thing I can't move on from
It's been weighing me down for so long
Cause both parents are gone and no one won
So even though my life's a lot better now
This weight still ways me down
Deep thoughts make me feel I could drown
Which is fine as long as I don't let this anger out
Because if I lash out I don't know what will happen
I mean I don't think I'll turn into a madman
Chase down girls and start stabbing
I just, I don't know I'm just blabbing
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Haha fair enough, I think that's a good point to end it one
I think you've made real progress today
Shall we say same time next week?