Hezza-T - The Oncoming Storm lyrics

Hello, please come in So what brings you here today Probably my anger issues Okay shall we start with where you think is all started Probably with my childhood that's usually the cause The house I grew up in wasn't a happy place My dad was a drunk a complete waste of space And if I woke him to go to school id get a slap across my face (Oh right I see) no I don't think you do Because I had that at home and was being bullied at school Maybe because every pound we had a spent on my dads booze Which meant that I couldn't have anything brand new (Did you not tell your teachers) no one seemed to believe me They just though I was Wierd and needy Short for my age with no muscle on me Yet no one stuck up for me because I was always on my own see So I've come to therapy Because now I'm older it just make me angry So I lose my temper very easily That's only started happening recently Chorus Every since the day i was born Feel like I've been followed by a storm And I'm constantly rained upon Just waiting for the day that its gone (Okay, did you have similar problems with your mother? ) No she loved me like any other She was kind and sweet (Was is she deceased) Unfortunately so, but I will always love her The only time I was ever happy Was being home after school and my mum cooking my tea Cause dad stayed in the pub till at least seven thirty Though he'd come home from the pub And end up hurting me Because when he was drunk he'd just seem to loose it And I was so small, I just felt useless Trying to protect my mum when I was down after one hit So I would hide in my room and listen to music But one night I ran down stairs even though I'd get battered Because I heard my mum scream and gla** getting shattered She was on the floor dead, dad next to her in tatters The police took him away, and I never heard from him after Chorus (Thank you, that must have been hard to share) Yea I guess, just a weight I've had to bare When I was growing up and being put into care But with some luck, I made friends there Though I get down because my mums gone That's one thing I can't move on from It's been weighing me down for so long Cause both parents are gone and no one won So even though my life's a lot better now This weight still ways me down Deep thoughts make me feel I could drown Which is fine as long as I don't let this anger out Because if I lash out I don't know what will happen I mean I don't think I'll turn into a madman Chase down girls and start stabbing I just, I don't know I'm just blabbing Chorus Haha fair enough, I think that's a good point to end it one I think you've made real progress today Shall we say same time next week?