I thought I was a bad person
I was a dirty little girl
I never once blamed the priest
I hated myself
I was violated
I was a 9/10 year old kid
Thinking he's committed the worst sin in the world
I hated myself because of what happened
He's gonna like this kid
He told me, every time my life
There's pretty much immediately self blame, self guilt
I turned [?] I hated myself
I would do everything everything
I was very confused
All my life I have struggled with intimacy
To seek out and find this priest, to beg him for forgiveness
As I was [?]
This is what happens when people love each other
Whether or not he was [?]
This is love this is natural this is normal
[?]
I didn't love myself for it
I didn't think anyone would love me
It wasn't his fault, it was mine