[Intro]
Turn my voice up a little too (Clears throat)
Yeah (Hums)
[Hook]
Life's a game, but I don't feel amusement
Couldn't tell you if I'm winning or loosing
Bottoms up, drink to my confusion
Bottoms up, it's late night boozin (X2)
[Verse 1]
I'm the kid that people love to take advantage of
Kicked when I'm down, all around damaged up
For that pain man I swear there ain't bandages
Still I'm cheesing for these muthaf**in cameras
While I'm hearing their words, I gotta handle stuff
Like this kids from the burbs, he ain't a man enough
He's probably softer than sand, I bet he can't erupt
But today I'm Pompeii, the way I'm standing up
I'm concerned with a yearn to burn my enemies
I gotta plan to be the man that they pretend to be
And to my fans I understand the love you send for free
I wouldn't lie it's why a pistol hasn't ended me
And Still I'm working so hard it's a damn habit
Its like my dreams are right in my hands and I can't grab it
My heart needs warmth but this world is kinda cold
I'm coming out the hole that I've dug to find my soul and
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Picture this, flashbacks start to play again
Kicked out of every single house you staying in
You meet insanity, your family ignores you
Christmas day, awake a lone in your dorm room
Been through hell but hella people gonna have it rough
Chasing dough when I know I'll never have enough
See I could see the truth in life with level eyes
Still i'm finding that I'm blinded by the devil's eyes
Dough, I need At it, Clothes, I need at it
I'm ill, I fiend havoc, a Pill and speed addict
Even if my odds of hittin the top are looking shady
If you think that ima quit and just stop, your f**ing crazy
And the tic to the toc of the clocks are runnin daily
I ain't waitin on a prophet or God to come and save me
See my life, blame it all on the shots, call me Jamie
f** the wisdom that you got, your not just ganna play me cuz
[Hook]
Life's a game, but I don't feel amusement
Couldn't tell you if I'm winning or loosing
Bottoms up, drink to my confusion
Bottoms up, it's late night boozin (X4)