HeebzStreet - Bottoms Up lyrics

[Intro] Turn my voice up a little too (Clears throat) Yeah (Hums) [Hook] Life's a game, but I don't feel amusement Couldn't tell you if I'm winning or loosing Bottoms up, drink to my confusion Bottoms up, it's late night boozin (X2) [Verse 1] I'm the kid that people love to take advantage of Kicked when I'm down, all around damaged up For that pain man I swear there ain't bandages Still I'm cheesing for these muthaf**in cameras While I'm hearing their words, I gotta handle stuff Like this kids from the burbs, he ain't a man enough He's probably softer than sand, I bet he can't erupt But today I'm Pompeii, the way I'm standing up I'm concerned with a yearn to burn my enemies I gotta plan to be the man that they pretend to be And to my fans I understand the love you send for free I wouldn't lie it's why a pistol hasn't ended me And Still I'm working so hard it's a damn habit Its like my dreams are right in my hands and I can't grab it My heart needs warmth but this world is kinda cold I'm coming out the hole that I've dug to find my soul and [Hook] [Verse 2] Picture this, flashbacks start to play again Kicked out of every single house you staying in You meet insanity, your family ignores you Christmas day, awake a lone in your dorm room Been through hell but hella people gonna have it rough Chasing dough when I know I'll never have enough See I could see the truth in life with level eyes Still i'm finding that I'm blinded by the devil's eyes Dough, I need At it, Clothes, I need at it I'm ill, I fiend havoc, a Pill and speed addict Even if my odds of hittin the top are looking shady If you think that ima quit and just stop, your f**ing crazy And the tic to the toc of the clocks are runnin daily I ain't waitin on a prophet or God to come and save me See my life, blame it all on the shots, call me Jamie f** the wisdom that you got, your not just ganna play me cuz [Hook] Life's a game, but I don't feel amusement Couldn't tell you if I'm winning or loosing Bottoms up, drink to my confusion Bottoms up, it's late night boozin (X4)