{Spoken}
"There is nothing left for me to live for. Y'know what I mean?"
I bite my tongue, it's all a lie
Don't wanna fu*king be alive
I wanna fall out of the sky
Probably won't even say goodbye
I'll drink myself to fu*king death
Or maybe swallow all the rest
Of these pills, take these pills
Just so I can fu*king feel alive
Asking why? What's the point of even opening my eyes?
Every day, all the same, why the fu*k was I born this way?
All the same, every day, it's like this every fu*king day
I'm using just to numb the pain, I want these thoughts to go away
All these thoughts, it's gross
Haunted by ghosts
I always do the fu*king most
I'm so dramatic, TV static
I can't hear you, I'm alone
I say the same thing, do the same thing
Drink the same thing, every day
This sh*t is stupid, brain polluted
Won't these thoughts just go away?
It's empty in this heart of mine
It's full of dust, I cannot cry
My soul just died, my brain is fried
My body's running out of time
I'm not someone to idolize
This life isn't a fu*king prize
It's dark in here, there's buzzing flies
I think I'm running out of time
I think I'm running out of time
I'm screaming, can you hear my cries?
My heart is beating so off-beat
So help me God, I dare not weep
Every day, I'm so defeated
Gouge my eyes out, watch me bleeding
Get me out my fu*king head
I know I'm gonna wind up dead
I bite my tongue, it's all a lie
Don't wanna fu*king be alive
I wanna fall out of the sky
Probably won't even say goodbye
I'll drink myself to fu*king death
Or maybe swallow all the rest
Of these pills, take these pills
Just so I can fu*king feel alive
Asking why? What's the point of even opening my eyes?
Every day, all the same, why the fu*k was I born this way?
All the same, every day, it's like this every fu*king day
I'm using just to numb the pain, I want these thoughts to go away
I want these thoughts to go away
I want these thoughts to go away
I want these thoughts to go away
I want these thoughts to go away
It's empty in this heart of mine
It's full of dust, I cannot cry
My soul just died, my brain is fried
My body's running out of time
I'm not someone to idolize
This life isn't a fu*king prize
It's dark in here, there's buzzing flies
I think I'm running out of time