[Verse 1]
I know it's been a minute since I dropped a new track
But ain't sh** changed, homie, here's a news flash
I'd still f** Nova Rockafeller's smooth a**
And I still think Shizzy Sixx is a douche bag
What? You 'bout to hate on me for speakin' my mind
For writing down the way that I feel to finish it off completing the rhyme
Nothing's what I'm leaving behind, meaning it's time
They let me off my leash while I'm beastin' a rhyme, reaching my prime
Back down you don't wanna go against tainted air
If only you knew all the pain I was dealt and the way that I felt when I was made aware
And to this day it was buried away, I don't even know why they would take me there
They sure as hell thought they could make me scared crushed every dream and daily prayer
Why? Why they gotta tear me down today
Why? Why I drink on Jack to drown away
Why? Why I sip on liqour down the drain
Found a way to douse the pain, f** anybody who doubts my name
[Hook]
Cause I'm so dope that you'd think I was a coke fiend
Poppin' OxyContins, drop 'em down with Codeine
I'm so dope that you think I was a coke fiend
Mixing Oxy with Codeine like it was protein
I'm so dope, that you think I was a coke fiend
Poppin' OxyContins, drop 'em down with codeine
So dope that you'd think I was a coke fiend
Mixing Oxy with Codeine like it was protein
[Verse 2]
I never set my goals high where the days go with no pain
So how would I take a break and then come back showin' no gain?
But every song is c**aine, lit matches and propane
Oh hey, speakin' of which my fire is my flow game
What the f**, why was I placed here?
Probably so I could face fear, thinkin' that my fates near
So I could get ready to feast but yet my plates clear
Erased years from my life chasin' faint cheers
Oh wow, everybody really thinks that I sold my soul now
Between the shows and videos they think that I hold the gold crown
So proud, rippin' a flow so easy show the whole crowd
Raise my voice, gotta go so hard now I'm flowing so loud
What the f**, rap is such a joke now
Bragging about the hoes when half you rappers probably go down
f** every local artist claimin' Chicago is yo town
Got a problem with me call me out and we can throw down
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
A yo lately I'll admit that I been slippin' out
Sippin' out the bottle contemplatin' on a different rout
Wish that I fixed the sh** that I did so my girl didn't have to sniff it out
Wish that it didn't count, live with doubt, always trip and shout
24 and I'm still living in the basement
All my years of patience with music, it feels I wasted
Sick of makin' payments the bottom feels adjacent
Sick of chasin' dreams and I never feel complacent
Tell me what you say to a man who doesn't give a sh**
Nope, not a little bit, oh, I'm so ignorant
Tell me something that I don't know stupid
I was in a decent mood but now it's "Oh so ruined"
Now I catch myself hoping for the days end
Scrounging money all around me just to pay rent
Here's a penny for my thoughts, if you could take cents
I doubt myself and it doesn't even make sense
[Hook]