[Verse 1]
I wake up ready to face a new challenge
Two eggs, a can of V8 to keep balance
Early morning calisthenics just to keep myself right
Can't improve my life without improving my health, right?
Cause I could have been healthy as hell
But couldn't pick myself up the last time that I fell
Into these slumps that I constantly fall in
Feeling like sleeps cousin always be calling
And it's so cliche to hear somebody say that
But that's how I really feel, f** it I'll take that
So I finish my calisthenics, take a shower and dress
And go to work, but f** work - now I'm depressed
Because that job never really did pay sh**
I hated it but I did what I needed to do and was patient
Ain't it a b**h doing sh** that you hate?
Just trying to put some food on your plate, I know you relate
Working at a dead-end job on dead-end nights
Trying to support what you feel's a dead-end life
And when your hands are just about worn down to the bone
It's time to go home, right back to being alone
[Verse 2]
And at home it's no different than work
I deal with emptiness instead of only dealing with jerks
Their lack of friendliness can get to me so bad that it hurts
Well f** the friendly sh** cause that doesn't decide what I'm worth
Cause I'm a human
Being whatever that I believe in
Living how I want to for any number of reasons
But any one of those reasons could be the reason that I am
Quietly unhappy and always being defiant
The state of mind that I am in reflects my environment
To change my environment, sh**, I've been trying it
"you're failing." Falling with nobody to catch me
Hoping eventually somebody would help me
Open up to let the outside world in
But no one's showing up, I guess I'm on my own then
So f**, I deal with it and just get into the zone
And adjust to always being alone
[Verse 3]
Alone in my thoughts, alone in my mind
Alone without friends, alone and I'm fine
But I'm stuck in this repetitive cycle I live in
I do the same things everyday, and that's a given
And that's not really living, it's more just like existing
So I just exist in my meaningless existence
Until I exit I'll fight with persistence
For an existence with some type of fulfillment
Alone or not, this what I know I got
I march to the sound of my own drummers and stop
My art's bound high, showing no signs of a drop
And my heart pounds like I know that I'm all I got
But it's cool, it don't matter 'cause whatever the case
I can overcome any obstacle I face
And I don't need extra complications in place
To get in my way, invading my space
I'll be alone then