Once again
I blew it all
Just to feel that pain
That makes me come alive
Pushed you away
As if I didn't care
Cast the whole world
Aside... My mind
And nothing feels real anymore
Not even this misery
Nothing feels real anymore
Once again
The boredom came
I had it all
I threw it all away
Drowned myself into the
Gla** from which I drank
Drove myself to the edge
And pushed down
And nothing feels real anymore
Not even this misery
Nothing feels real anymore
Not even this misery
Cast aside