[Hook]
When you find out just how I've been living
I pray to God I'm forgiven
[Verse 1]
Bottle after bottle I've been sipping on
All the different things I did so wrong
I know they hoping I would come back home
All alone, feelin' grown, but I feel alone
I'm lonely, looking for an [?]
Don't ask me questions, why you always nosy?
No man, but they don't know me
I bought all the lies thinking they could show me
Thnking that they can show me all these things
Learn to let it go
I can never go back my soul [?] a freedom never known
I'm just a puppet on a string
And it seems to way away
Only but a dream
[Hook]
When you find out just how I've been living
I pray to God I'm forgiven
What is this life if I'm not living?
And how is this love if I keep [?]
Forgiven
Forgiven
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I ain't the man that I want to be
But I'm better than the man that's still hauting me
A shooken addiction of needles and pills
I'm a mission for a mission for a power of will
But still, it k**s, no matter how good it feels
I'm laying emptier than ever, though I got all my feels
She broke my heart so I'm gonna break about a million
I can't fogive myself so how am I forgiving her?
I'm alone in my dark room
I'm lost, my life like a typhoon
I just might lose that fight soon
Need a rope, need an out, need to jump soon
Cause I've been dangling my feet off the edge
I'm holding out forsomething eventhough I know it's gon end
I know it's just by a thread
I'm going through the motions, in my lust to find my notions
I'm drowning in an ocean of His fortunes and their closing
Enemy, I guess I'm worst enemy
I had a man say that a past could never sentance thee
[Hook]
When you find out just how I've been living
I pray to God I'm forgiven
What is this life if I'm not living?
And how is this love if I keep [?]
Forgiven
Forgiven
[Outro]
Here we are, here we are
So close the stone (4x)
[Hook]
When you find out just how I've been living
I pray to God I'm forgiven
What is this life if I'm not living?
And how is this love if I keep [?]
Forgiven
Forgiven