Graham Saber - Forgiven lyrics

[Hook] When you find out just how I've been living I pray to God I'm forgiven [Verse 1] Bottle after bottle I've been sipping on All the different things I did so wrong I know they hoping I would come back home All alone, feelin' grown, but I feel alone I'm lonely, looking for an [?] Don't ask me questions, why you always nosy? No man, but they don't know me I bought all the lies thinking they could show me Thnking that they can show me all these things Learn to let it go I can never go back my soul [?] a freedom never known I'm just a puppet on a string And it seems to way away Only but a dream [Hook] When you find out just how I've been living I pray to God I'm forgiven What is this life if I'm not living? And how is this love if I keep [?] Forgiven Forgiven [Verse 2] Yeah, I ain't the man that I want to be But I'm better than the man that's still hauting me A shooken addiction of needles and pills I'm a mission for a mission for a power of will But still, it k**s, no matter how good it feels I'm laying emptier than ever, though I got all my feels She broke my heart so I'm gonna break about a million I can't fogive myself so how am I forgiving her? I'm alone in my dark room I'm lost, my life like a typhoon I just might lose that fight soon Need a rope, need an out, need to jump soon Cause I've been dangling my feet off the edge I'm holding out forsomething eventhough I know it's gon end I know it's just by a thread I'm going through the motions, in my lust to find my notions I'm drowning in an ocean of His fortunes and their closing Enemy, I guess I'm worst enemy I had a man say that a past could never sentance thee [Hook] When you find out just how I've been living I pray to God I'm forgiven What is this life if I'm not living? And how is this love if I keep [?] Forgiven Forgiven [Outro] Here we are, here we are So close the stone (4x) [Hook] When you find out just how I've been living I pray to God I'm forgiven What is this life if I'm not living? And how is this love if I keep [?] Forgiven Forgiven