Every bleak day
My life is consuming me
Never daring, Never fighting
I am worn out
Cannot stand against my troubles
Never playing, Never winning
It is so easy, To give in to your anxiety
Ever dreading, Ever fearing
My will is broken
There is no strength left in me
Ever hiding, Ever fleeing
Like a spark in the night
I am easy to kill
Hiding in the shadows
Drowning in my sorrows
Go on whining
Never doing a thing
Coward, weakling
You are dead within!
But I must be stronger
Or end up as slave
I have to rise
From my living grave
Only stronger I can fend
Overcome myself and stand
Spread my wings and steel my soul
Be who I want to be!
Deep in my soul
I don’t want to fight
Just run away
No duty no responsibilities
But then I dream
If I was stronger
I could go out
Into the world
And make a difference
Like a spark in the night
I am easy to kill
Hiding in the shadows
Drowning in my sorrows
Go on whining
Never doing a thing
Coward, weakling
You are dead within!
But I must be stronger
Or end up as slave
I have to rise
From my living grave
Only stronger I can fend
Overcome myself and stand
Spread my wings and steel my soul
Be who I want to be!