Gradient of Disorder - Stronger lyrics

Every bleak day My life is consuming me Never daring, Never fighting I am worn out Cannot stand against my troubles Never playing, Never winning It is so easy, To give in to your anxiety Ever dreading, Ever fearing My will is broken There is no strength left in me Ever hiding, Ever fleeing Like a spark in the night I am easy to kill Hiding in the shadows Drowning in my sorrows Go on whining Never doing a thing Coward, weakling You are dead within! But I must be stronger Or end up as slave I have to rise From my living grave Only stronger I can fend Overcome myself and stand Spread my wings and steel my soul Be who I want to be! Deep in my soul I don’t want to fight Just run away No duty no responsibilities But then I dream If I was stronger I could go out Into the world And make a difference Like a spark in the night I am easy to kill Hiding in the shadows Drowning in my sorrows Go on whining Never doing a thing Coward, weakling You are dead within! But I must be stronger Or end up as slave I have to rise From my living grave Only stronger I can fend Overcome myself and stand Spread my wings and steel my soul Be who I want to be!