I'm not afraid that when i'm dying
There'll be no one to hold my hand
If there's a god up there he loves me
As much as my old women can
I don't intend to be a martyr
I don't give a damn what people say
And if i never get to heaven
Heaven don't deserve me anyway
I've tasted life both good and evil
At times i was cruel and did not pay
And if i never get to heaven
Heaven don't deserve me anyway
I don't know what it was i came for
But i've enjoyed it up 'till until now
If there's a friend who ever needs me
I'll do my best to help somehow
I don't intend to keep no secrets
I don't give a damn what people say
And if i never get to heaven
Heaven don't deserve me anyway
I know and i'll admit my failures
I don't give a damn what people say
And if i never get to heaven
Heaven don't deserve me anyway
And if i never get to heaven
Heaven don't deserve me anyway