Gordon Lightfoot - Heaven Don't Deserve Me lyrics

I'm not afraid that when i'm dying There'll be no one to hold my hand If there's a god up there he loves me As much as my old women can I don't intend to be a martyr I don't give a damn what people say And if i never get to heaven Heaven don't deserve me anyway I've tasted life both good and evil At times i was cruel and did not pay And if i never get to heaven Heaven don't deserve me anyway I don't know what it was i came for But i've enjoyed it up 'till until now If there's a friend who ever needs me I'll do my best to help somehow I don't intend to keep no secrets I don't give a damn what people say And if i never get to heaven Heaven don't deserve me anyway I know and i'll admit my failures I don't give a damn what people say And if i never get to heaven Heaven don't deserve me anyway And if i never get to heaven Heaven don't deserve me anyway