If now was then I'd hold your hand
The sky would open up and swallow us in
Things changed so fast I could not see
Just what the hell was wrong with me
On another world where we're still friends
My thoughts are clear, not crowded in
I wouldn't make the same mistakes again
I wouldn't be the jerk that I still am
If I had the chance to do it all again
I'd tell you all the things I never said
All the feelings I could not understand
Everything that I've been holding in
My wishes are still unfulfilled
I wonder if they ever will
Come true someday, somewhere, somehow
And strip away the fear I feel right now