If now was then I'd hold your hand The sky would open up and swallow us in Things changed so fast I could not see Just what the hell was wrong with me On another world where we're still friends My thoughts are clear, not crowded in I wouldn't make the same mistakes again I wouldn't be the jerk that I still am If I had the chance to do it all again I'd tell you all the things I never said All the feelings I could not understand Everything that I've been holding in My wishes are still unfulfilled I wonder if they ever will Come true someday, somewhere, somehow And strip away the fear I feel right now