Starin at the ceiling like I'm staring at my feelins
Thats pretty much how the night goes
Its 4am my alarms at 6 the only thing out is the lights tho
Cause when I close my eyes all I see is this
Paintin a picture of what we could've been
And if I call now I might tell you everything you wanna hear
I guess its best I shouldn't and
I don't know where to start
Love might be the name
It's not in your heart
So it won't be the same
Everything you said, said it for the mood
Only cause I care no less than more than you
Tryna work it out
Keep it to my self
Don't want nobody new, don't want nobody else
Yeah well its a sad f**in story did I mention I was only going fishin but now I'm
Flowing down a current I can't go against
And I've been falling for your paper kisses ever since
And at first I was thinking straight but now my mind is bent
I wanna tell you how it feels but its just too intense besides
That's not the world we live in where we get what we want
Cause that would be crazy so I'm forever lonely
And you told me that even after all of this we'd be homies
Did you believe it when you said it cause its embedded
Like "Yeah I know its dead and all but you can still keep it"
Cool. This was just a bunch of sh** with a beautiful tint
When I be heated I be needin my usual vent
And I don't need nobody playing the messenger end
The pros and cons of having too many mutual friends
Got somebody new I don't wanna know
Always take it there where I don't wanna go
Wanna brush it off, keep it off or good
Take another chance, to hurt me cause you could
Time is nothing new, but I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna play, but I can't end the game
Yeah well its a sad f**in story did I mention I was only goin fishin but now I'm
Call me just to ignore it yeah I'm for it and just maybe I might call back
f**in stress maybe I should delete these old texts but I can't what you call that?
Sometimes I get to wonder maybe it was just for the summer but sh** is over I should fall back
With all this damage its hard to take all this baggage but if its you I want it all back
Twisted