Glam.I.Rock - 4eva Lonely lyrics

Starin at the ceiling like I'm staring at my feelins Thats pretty much how the night goes Its 4am my alarms at 6 the only thing out is the lights tho Cause when I close my eyes all I see is this Paintin a picture of what we could've been And if I call now I might tell you everything you wanna hear I guess its best I shouldn't and I don't know where to start Love might be the name It's not in your heart So it won't be the same Everything you said, said it for the mood Only cause I care no less than more than you Tryna work it out Keep it to my self Don't want nobody new, don't want nobody else Yeah well its a sad f**in story did I mention I was only going fishin but now I'm Flowing down a current I can't go against And I've been falling for your paper kisses ever since And at first I was thinking straight but now my mind is bent I wanna tell you how it feels but its just too intense besides That's not the world we live in where we get what we want Cause that would be crazy so I'm forever lonely And you told me that even after all of this we'd be homies Did you believe it when you said it cause its embedded Like "Yeah I know its dead and all but you can still keep it" Cool. This was just a bunch of sh** with a beautiful tint When I be heated I be needin my usual vent And I don't need nobody playing the messenger end The pros and cons of having too many mutual friends Got somebody new I don't wanna know Always take it there where I don't wanna go Wanna brush it off, keep it off or good Take another chance, to hurt me cause you could Time is nothing new, but I don't wanna wait I don't wanna play, but I can't end the game Yeah well its a sad f**in story did I mention I was only goin fishin but now I'm Call me just to ignore it yeah I'm for it and just maybe I might call back f**in stress maybe I should delete these old texts but I can't what you call that? Sometimes I get to wonder maybe it was just for the summer but sh** is over I should fall back With all this damage its hard to take all this baggage but if its you I want it all back Twisted