Im not going to be patient
With these absurd expectations
This hate and constantly complaining
At our words like they're contagious
I've made it, from my basement
Playing games on the station
To popping all that I can find
That'd walk me up from this stagnancy-
Ignoramuses hating
Just for their name to be famous
God, its, one thing to be recognized
Another being blatant
It's inherent
Try explaining it to your parents
Intoxicated mind with hate
Now break it down into laments:
My mind is psychotic
All the naught is symbolic
I got my cluttered future planned
Into a drunken alcoholic
Ive got, toxics lots it
In my body just clotting
Haunting my brain into taking
That next, chug of Bacardi
Yo, call an ambulance
Scandalous, behavior occurred
Verbal murder was intended
With your a** on every word
That I spit
I'm done with all the sh** that I've dealt with
Had my a** on a string
And chose to cut it yourself, b
AM I THE ONLY ONE!?
I'm not ready, not excited, im not steady, im not happy, I just hide it
AM I THE ONLY ONE!?
Im not fitting, not amused, im not stable, im not patient, im just blue
AM I THE ONLY ONE!?
Im not gloomy, not depressed, im not honest, im not mad, Im just stressed
AM I THE ONLY ONE!?
Im not living, not aligned, im not felt, im not pissed, im just fine
AM I THE ONLY ONE
I've had it on, these headphones
Are pierced to my ears
With no, social interaction
Coming up out to my peers
Sit back and pick up my pen
Spit, rap, as hard as I can
I finally found a cure
To help my a** get back up again
Thought I was alright
Stayed up all night, caught with the shivers
On top of huffing and puffing
This sh** was wrecking my liver
But f** I missed her haha
sh** had me stuck like a sticker
This man's, half out on his bed
By a bottle of liquor
It's been a year, and about a f**ing half
I couldn't pop out a mending beer
But I'm not going to be the same flop when I'm me
sh*t. Have I gotten beat?
You'd see me here, beer juggernaut
Chugging up, bursting to tears
T'see this delirious lyricist
Demon's frown in the mirror
Best sit back with a map
And have a laugh at your past
Cause that, lonely road ended
Established haft with no crash
And got my grip back
Now spit raps
My birth giving knack
Don't hold me back
Get off your a**
Sing as the chorus attacks
AM I THE ONLY ONE!?
I'm not ready, not excited, im not steady, im not happy, I just hide it
AM I THE ONLY ONE!?
Im not fitting, not amused, im not stable, im not patient, im just blue
AM I THE ONLY ONE!?
Im not gloomy, not depressed, im not honest, im not mad, Im just stressed
AM I THE ONLY ONE!?
Im not living, not aligned, im not felt, im not pissed, im just fine
AM I THE ONLY ONE
The bane grew more, and more
The pain is never gonna go
Now its you armor Its your floor
That you'll stand on through war
So im glad this sh** happened
As harsh bitter as it bit
It built a stronger man
Ready to withstand his next hit