George Samaha - Am I the Only One lyrics

Im not going to be patient With these absurd expectations This hate and constantly complaining At our words like they're contagious I've made it, from my basement Playing games on the station To popping all that I can find That'd walk me up from this stagnancy- Ignoramuses hating Just for their name to be famous God, its, one thing to be recognized Another being blatant It's inherent Try explaining it to your parents Intoxicated mind with hate Now break it down into laments: My mind is psychotic All the naught is symbolic I got my cluttered future planned Into a drunken alcoholic Ive got, toxics lots it In my body just clotting Haunting my brain into taking That next, chug of Bacardi Yo, call an ambulance Scandalous, behavior occurred Verbal murder was intended With your a** on every word That I spit I'm done with all the sh** that I've dealt with Had my a** on a string And chose to cut it yourself, b AM I THE ONLY ONE!? I'm not ready, not excited, im not steady, im not happy, I just hide it AM I THE ONLY ONE!? Im not fitting, not amused, im not stable, im not patient, im just blue AM I THE ONLY ONE!? Im not gloomy, not depressed, im not honest, im not mad, Im just stressed AM I THE ONLY ONE!? Im not living, not aligned, im not felt, im not pissed, im just fine AM I THE ONLY ONE I've had it on, these headphones Are pierced to my ears With no, social interaction Coming up out to my peers Sit back and pick up my pen Spit, rap, as hard as I can I finally found a cure To help my a** get back up again Thought I was alright Stayed up all night, caught with the shivers On top of huffing and puffing This sh** was wrecking my liver But f** I missed her haha sh** had me stuck like a sticker This man's, half out on his bed By a bottle of liquor It's been a year, and about a f**ing half I couldn't pop out a mending beer But I'm not going to be the same flop when I'm me sh*t. Have I gotten beat? You'd see me here, beer juggernaut Chugging up, bursting to tears T'see this delirious lyricist Demon's frown in the mirror Best sit back with a map And have a laugh at your past Cause that, lonely road ended Established haft with no crash And got my grip back Now spit raps My birth giving knack Don't hold me back Get off your a** Sing as the chorus attacks AM I THE ONLY ONE!? I'm not ready, not excited, im not steady, im not happy, I just hide it AM I THE ONLY ONE!? Im not fitting, not amused, im not stable, im not patient, im just blue AM I THE ONLY ONE!? Im not gloomy, not depressed, im not honest, im not mad, Im just stressed AM I THE ONLY ONE!? Im not living, not aligned, im not felt, im not pissed, im just fine AM I THE ONLY ONE The bane grew more, and more The pain is never gonna go Now its you armor Its your floor That you'll stand on through war So im glad this sh** happened As harsh bitter as it bit It built a stronger man Ready to withstand his next hit