[Verse 1]
I'm uncertain if I'm trainspotting or if I'm scarfacin'
Interstellar and introspective substances they're lacin'
All brought to mind is the fact that they're amazin'
Yet, how is this silence managing to begin paraphrasing
Drastic thought process based on moral leverage
The only way to erase it is with alcoholic beverage
Pessimistic but with an ego as high as Everest
I'm unsure if I'm a deity or a confederate
So I use a credit card to cut somethin' I can only buy with cash
So I'm stockpilin' white, only obtainin' ma**
'Cause I down it with Jack and then I crash
Aspirin' the better moments were built to last
Hypocritical statements of individual visions
What's the point of a priest without a mission?
What's the point of chasing dreams without ambition?
Life is the longest song written, become the musician
[Pre-Verse]
Ga**es fill up the respiratory system
The stomach is deteriorating with elixir
The brain is dumb due to the mixture
All in losin' stress to paint a better picture
We're breathin' in our own radioactive waves
Importance only in the tail that we gotta chase
Long term issues is what we despise to face
Our consciousness is only brought ever to a daze
[Verse 2]
Intentional self-destruction approaching the so called god
The nearing is too quickly, seconds from the facade
I only wish to speak now to hear its applauds
The journey ending too soon as a result of withdrawal
Excruciating pain surrounding the brain
Feeling like the membrane is being split by two chains
I chug down champagne so I don't go out like Cobain
Tear down the domain as I realize the end of my reign finally came
As I begin to wonder if I truly am in the hegemony
Or if I merely manipulated myself just like Tony
Were they with me from the beginning? As I'm so lonely
All of us split, but I'll be forced to pay alimony
Redefining positive feedback to fuel my damn ego
Makes me feel superior, I know we're not all equal
Geo was f**in' great, can't wait for the damn sequel
Failing for the simplest tasks, as I know the weak will
[Pre-Verse]
Superiority complex built as secure as Alcatraz
Complexity and intelligent base just built to last
Transparency and strength just like fibergla**
I am the Higgs Boson, my atoms finally crashed
[Verse 3]
Complications and interrogations looked at quite closely
Answer in the simplest form, Law of Parsimony
Cocaine dollars reasoning behind the ceremony
Girl half your age, your wallet reasoning for matrimony
Unknowing how to get to know someone without interrogation
What do you do when your group works just like Freemasons?
What do you do when you're lost in inspiration?
But with ideas that could fix up every god damn nation
Gettin' high with a mexican, call him "Aeromexico"
I feel like I was just carved by Michaelangelo
Artistic mind switched up like Vince Van Gogh
A genius with a nostril filled up with extra white snow
One day I'm a failing student, next I'm the damn dean
I'd rather be heroic, but I'm stuck being a fiend
White only gives a small kick like god damn caffeine
I'm Da Vinci mixed with Charlie Sheen