Geo - Blackout lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm uncertain if I'm trainspotting or if I'm scarfacin' Interstellar and introspective substances they're lacin' All brought to mind is the fact that they're amazin' Yet, how is this silence managing to begin paraphrasing Drastic thought process based on moral leverage The only way to erase it is with alcoholic beverage Pessimistic but with an ego as high as Everest I'm unsure if I'm a deity or a confederate So I use a credit card to cut somethin' I can only buy with cash So I'm stockpilin' white, only obtainin' ma** 'Cause I down it with Jack and then I crash Aspirin' the better moments were built to last Hypocritical statements of individual visions What's the point of a priest without a mission? What's the point of chasing dreams without ambition? Life is the longest song written, become the musician [Pre-Verse] Ga**es fill up the respiratory system The stomach is deteriorating with elixir The brain is dumb due to the mixture All in losin' stress to paint a better picture We're breathin' in our own radioactive waves Importance only in the tail that we gotta chase Long term issues is what we despise to face Our consciousness is only brought ever to a daze [Verse 2] Intentional self-destruction approaching the so called god The nearing is too quickly, seconds from the facade I only wish to speak now to hear its applauds The journey ending too soon as a result of withdrawal Excruciating pain surrounding the brain Feeling like the membrane is being split by two chains I chug down champagne so I don't go out like Cobain Tear down the domain as I realize the end of my reign finally came As I begin to wonder if I truly am in the hegemony Or if I merely manipulated myself just like Tony Were they with me from the beginning? As I'm so lonely All of us split, but I'll be forced to pay alimony Redefining positive feedback to fuel my damn ego Makes me feel superior, I know we're not all equal Geo was f**in' great, can't wait for the damn sequel Failing for the simplest tasks, as I know the weak will [Pre-Verse] Superiority complex built as secure as Alcatraz Complexity and intelligent base just built to last Transparency and strength just like fibergla** I am the Higgs Boson, my atoms finally crashed [Verse 3] Complications and interrogations looked at quite closely Answer in the simplest form, Law of Parsimony Cocaine dollars reasoning behind the ceremony Girl half your age, your wallet reasoning for matrimony Unknowing how to get to know someone without interrogation What do you do when your group works just like Freemasons? What do you do when you're lost in inspiration? But with ideas that could fix up every god damn nation Gettin' high with a mexican, call him "Aeromexico" I feel like I was just carved by Michaelangelo Artistic mind switched up like Vince Van Gogh A genius with a nostril filled up with extra white snow One day I'm a failing student, next I'm the damn dean I'd rather be heroic, but I'm stuck being a fiend White only gives a small kick like god damn caffeine I'm Da Vinci mixed with Charlie Sheen