[Intro - (Sample)]
(Listen to the melody)
Yo
[Verse 1]
One day, i'll have a mansion as big as the Apollo ship
But I don't, and me bring broke was kinda obvious
I can't afford a new mic, bad things happen when I do right
I'm tired of being nice to people who only consume light
It's bad enough that my whole crew's pressuring me
I haven't been able to write and they find rapping extra easy
Plus school's stressing me out
Wishing that there was a way that I could just ease out
Just trying to find a way to my goals through this madness
I wanna let everyone know that the flow's rabid
Nervous breakdowns like "They're this much better than me?"
I gotta prove that I'm the best in the group, B
I'm in the back of the cla** with the pencil in my hand
Every word's a step closer on the come up, man
This is real, no theatricality
This is a look into my reality
[Verse 2]
All I'm trying to do is make sense of my life
Cause I'm confused about why things ain't right
I thought everything was OK in my mind
But it's not, I'm emotionally in a bind
I don't care if you think I'm soft for saying this:
You know i'd blow up if I had one wish
Yeah, I'd use it for that
Either that, or that coming up, I won't get clapped
Well, I guess I gotta make everyone hear me
And shoot up the Viacom building until they play me on MTV
Wait, what am I saying?
I wouldn't do that, so you know that I'm just playing
To be honest, I haven't had the best of luck
Trying to find a way to sum it up
Things have changed in a bad way
Hoping that today isn't as bad as my last days