Fredro Starr - Last Days lyrics

[Intro - (Sample)] (Listen to the melody) Yo [Verse 1] One day, i'll have a mansion as big as the Apollo ship But I don't, and me bring broke was kinda obvious I can't afford a new mic, bad things happen when I do right I'm tired of being nice to people who only consume light It's bad enough that my whole crew's pressuring me I haven't been able to write and they find rapping extra easy Plus school's stressing me out Wishing that there was a way that I could just ease out Just trying to find a way to my goals through this madness I wanna let everyone know that the flow's rabid Nervous breakdowns like "They're this much better than me?" I gotta prove that I'm the best in the group, B I'm in the back of the cla** with the pencil in my hand Every word's a step closer on the come up, man This is real, no theatricality This is a look into my reality [Verse 2] All I'm trying to do is make sense of my life Cause I'm confused about why things ain't right I thought everything was OK in my mind But it's not, I'm emotionally in a bind I don't care if you think I'm soft for saying this: You know i'd blow up if I had one wish Yeah, I'd use it for that Either that, or that coming up, I won't get clapped Well, I guess I gotta make everyone hear me And shoot up the Viacom building until they play me on MTV Wait, what am I saying? I wouldn't do that, so you know that I'm just playing To be honest, I haven't had the best of luck Trying to find a way to sum it up Things have changed in a bad way Hoping that today isn't as bad as my last days