[Verse 1: Abstrakt Mind]
I think about it everyday when I pick up the pen
You left your only son and fled to a continent
I can't pretend that I didn't give in
To my demons, looking to find a deeper meaning
I was eating on haram you was reading Quran
At the time I was with Christ while you would worship Allah
Relationships can take a trip we know
But now you call and I just screen before
Some things should be left at home
Some things should be left alone
Some days I would scrap this song
Some days I would cry so long
I hope it's sunny where you staying
I wouldn't wish nothing bad but clearly Im sick of waiting
No confirmation, or representation
Of how a father could leave a son, bu*t naked
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I'm off the bench them n***as is finally starting me
Thought I would breakdown but it sharpened me
All these memories sculpting and they been carving me
Thinking, where would I be without the leaders that I'm following
[Verse 2: Abstrakt Mind]
Back to the concentration
I was sidetracked for a moment but I'm back up in my place and
I'm sending greetings to my family
We don't share nothing in common when we barely meet, yeah
I rather write than recite it or hide it
Wish I could give all my woes to the space and divide it
I would just bottle up, I gotta let it go
Keep riding waves on a rocky boat to get ashore
p**y galore and some other sh** spinnin'
Up in my head and I know that that ain't f**in winnin'
They try to tint it, but n***as won't block my vision
I seen it coming Mariano in the 9th inning
If there's a Lord forgive me for all my sinnin'
I lay my head in the water a new beginnin'
Take a picture or Polaroid this the ending
These distant memories only a glimpse in
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