Foozy - Distant Memories lyrics

[Verse 1: Abstrakt Mind] I think about it everyday when I pick up the pen You left your only son and fled to a continent I can't pretend that I didn't give in To my demons, looking to find a deeper meaning I was eating on haram you was reading Quran At the time I was with Christ while you would worship Allah Relationships can take a trip we know But now you call and I just screen before Some things should be left at home Some things should be left alone Some days I would scrap this song Some days I would cry so long I hope it's sunny where you staying I wouldn't wish nothing bad but clearly Im sick of waiting No confirmation, or representation Of how a father could leave a son, bu*t naked [Hook: Abstrakt Mind] I'm off the bench them n***as is finally starting me Thought I would breakdown but it sharpened me All these memories sculpting and they been carving me Thinking, where would I be without the leaders that I'm following [Verse 2: Abstrakt Mind] Back to the concentration I was sidetracked for a moment but I'm back up in my place and I'm sending greetings to my family We don't share nothing in common when we barely meet, yeah I rather write than recite it or hide it Wish I could give all my woes to the space and divide it I would just bottle up, I gotta let it go Keep riding waves on a rocky boat to get ashore p**y galore and some other sh** spinnin' Up in my head and I know that that ain't f**in winnin' They try to tint it, but n***as won't block my vision I seen it coming Mariano in the 9th inning If there's a Lord forgive me for all my sinnin' I lay my head in the water a new beginnin' Take a picture or Polaroid this the ending These distant memories only a glimpse in [Hook]