[Verse 1: Fisherman Scott]
Freeing my judgment, tried and I tried
Scent is repugnant, I've died and died
Speak to your soul, they spoke into my hole
My hiding spot, sought after love
Just an afterthought, the holy juggernaut
Whenever I'm close, always draw down
Take a dose, and my brain is a ghost town
Free to speak, though my future is bleak
I am no longer weak, 48 ounces like marijuana bezique
They say I'm bipolar, saying I'm a f*g
My energy is solar, music is my punching bag
Though I am in love, it seems I hurt what I do
She smelling like foxglove, feeling blue
Feeling deja vu, to when i did the same thing
Think i need a break through, every time I sing
I feel her presence inside of me
[Hook]
See you in hell, my face getting numb
See you in hell, drinking through the twilight
Stare at the ceiling
See myself in hell, my torture never over
[Verse 2]
My father ain't my friend, so I pour up some white wine
Wash it down with turpentine, feel the fluid leaving my spine
Glug down a fifth while I'm holding a nine
Alabaster monolith, with the suicidal tendencies
Finally about to act like a college application
Don't take no f**ing vacation, do nothing but work
Going berserk on my walls, frustrated and angry
Hungry for emancipation
If the devil let my mind go, he can take my f**ing soul
Take my last hit out the bowl, and I'm tying a noose
Bottle of grey goose, and a danseuse on my arm
I let him have me, as I kick out the chair
Dying with a smile on my face
[Hook]
See you in hell, my face getting numb
See you in hell, drinking through the twilight
Stare at the ceiling
See myself in hell, my torture never over
[Verse 3]
Dark room, just me and my thoughts now
Stomach tying knots thinking about my doom
I am the villain, popping too much penicillin
My hell is reality, in actuality
This all my choice, that's what they telling me
Everyday I contrive an escape
Scraping the bottom of the barrel for a little clarity
Everything with sincerity, I can't bear to be
Looked down on, so my whole life is a torture
See you in hell