Fisherman Scott - See You In Hell lyrics

[Verse 1: Fisherman Scott] Freeing my judgment, tried and I tried Scent is repugnant, I've died and died Speak to your soul, they spoke into my hole My hiding spot, sought after love Just an afterthought, the holy juggernaut Whenever I'm close, always draw down Take a dose, and my brain is a ghost town Free to speak, though my future is bleak I am no longer weak, 48 ounces like marijuana bezique They say I'm bipolar, saying I'm a f*g My energy is solar, music is my punching bag Though I am in love, it seems I hurt what I do She smelling like foxglove, feeling blue Feeling deja vu, to when i did the same thing Think i need a break through, every time I sing I feel her presence inside of me [Hook] See you in hell, my face getting numb See you in hell, drinking through the twilight Stare at the ceiling See myself in hell, my torture never over [Verse 2] My father ain't my friend, so I pour up some white wine Wash it down with turpentine, feel the fluid leaving my spine Glug down a fifth while I'm holding a nine Alabaster monolith, with the suicidal tendencies Finally about to act like a college application Don't take no f**ing vacation, do nothing but work Going berserk on my walls, frustrated and angry Hungry for emancipation If the devil let my mind go, he can take my f**ing soul Take my last hit out the bowl, and I'm tying a noose Bottle of grey goose, and a danseuse on my arm I let him have me, as I kick out the chair Dying with a smile on my face [Hook] See you in hell, my face getting numb See you in hell, drinking through the twilight Stare at the ceiling See myself in hell, my torture never over [Verse 3] Dark room, just me and my thoughts now Stomach tying knots thinking about my doom I am the villain, popping too much penicillin My hell is reality, in actuality This all my choice, that's what they telling me Everyday I contrive an escape Scraping the bottom of the barrel for a little clarity Everything with sincerity, I can't bear to be Looked down on, so my whole life is a torture See you in hell